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so unhappy [Mar. 6th, 2005|09:35 pm]
shaktisword
this is what livejournals are for? neh? griping to cyberspace when you're upset?

I'm so fucking lonely. I've hit fucking rock bottom. dammit. my best friend told me I'm an idiot and started accusing me of making his life miserable (hmmmm. maybe NOT my best friend). he accused me of trying to steal his boyfriend. now, how do you explain to some tight ass, that at a party, things can happen. yeah, I'm not normally atracted to guys, but hey, a rave is an experience that can stretch your boundries a little.

and on top of that, I'm so paranoid and unhappy I could die of a heart-attack if someone tapped me on the shoulder. I think I'm going to crack one of these days and start raving like a mad-woman. either that, or I'm going to start drinking and partying till my brains fall out.

heehee. that actually cheered me up. I think I'll sleep on it before I do anything. (sigh) I think I'll get a night cap first.

and for once, I'm stone cold sober. life just hit me in face like a semi-truck, and I'm telling you, it's not a pretty picture.

No Leaf Clover

And it feels right this time
On this crash course with the big time
Pay no mind to the distant thunder
New day fills his head with wonder, boy....

Says it feels right this time
Turned it 'round and found the right line
Good day to be alive Sir
Good day to be alive, he said.....

Then it comes to be that the soothing light at the end of your tunnel
Is just a freight train coming your way
Then it comes to be that the soothing light at the end of your tunnel
Is just the freight train coming your way

Don't it feel right like this
All the pieces fall to his wish
Sucker for that quick reward boy
Sucker for that quick reward they said.....

Then it comes to be that the soothing light at the end of your tunnel
Is just a freight train coming your way
Then it comes to be that the soothing light at the end of your tunnel
Is just the freight train coming your way......
It's coming your way
It's coming your way......
Here comes

Yeah, Then it comes to be that the soothing light at the end of your tunnel
Is just a freight train coming your way.... Yeah...
Then it comes to be, Yeah...
Then it comes to be, Yeah...
Then it comes to be, Yeah...
Then it comes to be, Yeah...
Then it comes to be, Yeah...
Then it comes to be, Yeah...
Then it comes to be, Yeah...
Then it comes to be, Yeah

hellz yeah. a fucking freight train is right.
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