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(no subject) [Jan. 19th, 2006|03:23 pm]




End of story.
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FUUUUUCK!!! [Jan. 17th, 2006|08:13 pm]
[mood |drunkSo fucking unhappy]
[music |Die Eier Von Satan -Haujobb]

Jesus christ!!

Fucking BITCHES!!!

WHy the bloody hell does every girl in my life just fucking walk away?!!

Ok, oK. O'm being irrational.

She didn't have much choice in the matter.

Yeah, I'll stop and explain. My girlfriend moved to fucking JAPAN.

I've been drunk since yesterday. Now I'm just a mess. Wet, soppy, drippy, disgusting, drunk.
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Shit [Jan. 5th, 2006|07:22 pm]
[mood |I only smile in the dark.]
[music |I'm only happy when it rains ~Garbage]

Shit happens, you know?
Of course you don't.

fuck this.
I'll drink myself into oblivion before I give it up.

damn it.

NY resolution: clean my act up. Cut back on my drinking. Limit the psychotic drugs to once a month and go to rehab like my girl keeps telling me I have to.

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Fuck yeah!! [Jan. 2nd, 2006|01:22 pm]
[mood |Horny and Hungry]
[music |Cirque du Soleil]

Feeling normal again. carnivorous as hell tho. I never new DXM could be so much fucking fun. Hot damn I love that shit. But it's getting damn difficult to buy Tussin, and it's pissing me off. The lady at the fucking Walmart almost called the manager over when I tried to buy more than one bottle. Stupid bitch. She was just doing her job. Keeping all the wee little ones away from the big bad druggs.

Got a perm, and damn I feel sexy.

joy rage envy desire passion jealousy hurt elation success thirst need want lust sex crave rapture hunger triumph stress thrill pleasure ache rush conquest revenge.


Damn it's good to be a gangsta'

wOot wOot!

now where did I stash that bottle of jack?.....

damn new year's concience.
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It's been a while [Jan. 1st, 2006|12:44 pm]
[mood |blahblah]
[music |Dum Di Da - Aqua]

wow. It's been a long while since I was here. Many things have happened, and sooooo much has changed. wow. I don't know where to even begin. wow. that's the third time I've said wow.

I'm steadily eating my way through an uber large pack of starbursts, mildly miserable. What else is a girl to do?


I don't even want to write about it.

hmmmm.....maybe I'll go to games.com and kill a few hours playing monopoly.

or not.

I don't know.

New Year's resolution: Become anorexic. Get perfect SAT and SAT II scores.
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so unhappy [Mar. 6th, 2005|09:35 pm]
this is what livejournals are for? neh? griping to cyberspace when you're upset?

I'm so fucking lonely. I've hit fucking rock bottom. dammit. my best friend told me I'm an idiot and started accusing me of making his life miserable (hmmmm. maybe NOT my best friend). he accused me of trying to steal his boyfriend. now, how do you explain to some tight ass, that at a party, things can happen. yeah, I'm not normally atracted to guys, but hey, a rave is an experience that can stretch your boundries a little.

and on top of that, I'm so paranoid and unhappy I could die of a heart-attack if someone tapped me on the shoulder. I think I'm going to crack one of these days and start raving like a mad-woman. either that, or I'm going to start drinking and partying till my brains fall out.

heehee. that actually cheered me up. I think I'll sleep on it before I do anything. (sigh) I think I'll get a night cap first.

and for once, I'm stone cold sober. life just hit me in face like a semi-truck, and I'm telling you, it's not a pretty picture.

No Leaf Clover

And it feels right this time
On this crash course with the big time
Pay no mind to the distant thunder
New day fills his head with wonder, boy....

Says it feels right this time
Turned it 'round and found the right line
Good day to be alive Sir
Good day to be alive, he said.....

Then it comes to be that the soothing light at the end of your tunnel
Is just a freight train coming your way
Then it comes to be that the soothing light at the end of your tunnel
Is just the freight train coming your way

Don't it feel right like this
All the pieces fall to his wish
Sucker for that quick reward boy
Sucker for that quick reward they said.....

Then it comes to be that the soothing light at the end of your tunnel
Is just a freight train coming your way
Then it comes to be that the soothing light at the end of your tunnel
Is just the freight train coming your way......
It's coming your way
It's coming your way......
Here comes

Yeah, Then it comes to be that the soothing light at the end of your tunnel
Is just a freight train coming your way.... Yeah...
Then it comes to be, Yeah...
Then it comes to be, Yeah...
Then it comes to be, Yeah...
Then it comes to be, Yeah...
Then it comes to be, Yeah...
Then it comes to be, Yeah...
Then it comes to be, Yeah...
Then it comes to be, Yeah

hellz yeah. a fucking freight train is right.
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wow [Feb. 23rd, 2005|09:30 pm]
[mood |FUCK YEAH!!]
[music |Haunted ~Evanescence]

awsome. I have slept for fifteen hours. I got back from equador this morning -- fucking early my friends -- this dude with a private jet flew us up to Mexico City and we left @ 11 yesterday night.....it was one hell of a party. wooohooooo! yeah!

I'm still comin' down man. hellz yeah.

nways, I'm back! miss me anybody? woot woot. okay, moving on to more important subjects...WTF is up with chunky milk? there was this carton that got left on the counter...and it....molded in interesting ways. I can attest to the fact that yes, indeed, milk does get chunky when left alone for too long. and there is NO FOOD IN THE HOUSE.

I feel quite partial to a rare steak.....might not be the brightest idea tho, even if it was possible. I'm feelin' like a fuckin' lycanthrope. arooooo! hahaha. yeah, that was for you eleanor. wolf-girl. (snicker snicker)

nways, I'm back and I'll elaborate later on the fun and wild shtuff happenin' south of the border. the next place I want to go is Amsterdam. ahh....the psycho-active smog rolling over a mewling sidewalk.
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so exciting [Feb. 18th, 2005|06:09 am]
[mood |ecstaticecstatic]
[music |street vendors hawking their wares]

I'm in Ecuador! right now I'm using the only computer I've found in weeks. I'm having the time of my life, and sorry if anybody wondered where I went... I should be back in a few weeks. I'll tell anybody who wants to know what I did once I get back.
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bite me. [Jan. 27th, 2005|09:40 am]
[mood |snickering]
[music |the clickety tick tacking of my keyboard]

bite me.

I love that phrase.
it's so....petulant and annoying...
like something you'd hear from a receptionist with a silver spoon stuck up his ass.


that's a funny mental image.

my god.
I don't even want to say what I though of.

I have to go to class in ten minutes anyways.

I'm such a geek.
I'm sitting in the hallway
plugged into the wall
snickering at my screen


I love it.
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When I think about it, I've had a pretty cool life so far [Jan. 26th, 2005|05:19 pm]
[mood |cheered up]
[music |"One" ~Metallica]

kudos to cryrogenica for the list, hope you don't mind that I borrowed it.


snuck out of the house
gotten lost in your city
seen a shooting star
been to any other countries besides the United States
had serious surgery
(if you really must ask, ill tell you)
gone out in public with your pajamas
kissed a stranger

hugged a stranger
been in a fist fight
had alcohol
laughed and had milk come out of your nose
pushed all the buttons on an elevator
made out in an elevator
swore at your parents
kicked a guy where it hurts
been in love
had a member of the opposite sex tell you they love you

told a member of the opposite sex that you loved them
been close to love

been to a casino
been skydiving
broken a bone
skipped school

flashed someone
saw a therapist
played spin the bottle

gotten stitches
drank a whole gallon of milk
bitten someone

been to Niagara Falls
gotten the chicken pox
kissed a member of the opposite sex
kissed a member of the same sex
crashed into a friend's car
been to Japan
ridden in a taxi
been dumped

shoplifted (it was an accident…sorta)
been fired
had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
stole something from your job
gone on a blind date
lied to a friend
had a crush on a teacher
celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
been to Europe
slept with a co-worker
been married
dated a red head
dated a blonde
dated a brunette
gotten divorced
had children
saw someone die
been to Africa
driven over 400 miles in one day
Been to Canada
Been to Mexico
Been on a plane
Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
Thrown up in a bar
Purposely set a part of myself on fire
Eaten Sushi
Been snowboarding
Met someone in person from the internet
Been moshing at a rock show
Been to a moto cross show
lost a child (child, no. brother, yes.)
gone to college
graduated college
done hard drugs

taken painkillers
love someone or miss someone right now
run at least 12 miles a day (are you kidding me?)
play an instrument (drums)
stood up for a so-called "loser" kid in school
at one time collected pokemon
played with pollypocket
had a gigapet
seen yourself naked
rolled down a hill in a barrel
held up traffic for fun
puked all over someone
had sex in a car
made an entire meal from scratch
shot a rifle
shot a pistol
shot a shotgun
shot a person (completely by accident…it was BAAAAAAAD)

shot an animal (rabid skunk…it was scary)
jumped on a bed until you fell off
stuck your fingers in a toilet
smoked things that were random and unhealthy

kissed a guy with a beard (My brother. It tickled.)
eaten a mushroom
kissed a guy with no beard (My first and last relationship with a guy)

crept into a morgue to screw dead people (I knew a person who did this on a dare…well five hundred dollars were involved….)
played with fire
made bombs

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